My ex-fiancee left me in March. I was a very different person then than I was when we met 18 months earlier. I had also gained a bit of weight. I would get in arguments all the time, say mean things and put her down, resort to cynicism, and neglect other friendships because I didn't feel I had the energy for them.
Now I'm trying to put my life back together. It's extremely difficult, when I look back to the last few months of our relationship, to see a person who couldn't have been me, and yet, was me. What went wrong? Can apnea really change your personality like that, lead you to make decisions that you look back upon and wonder how it could have been you? Or is there something else going on?
My ex-fiancee knows very little of how the apnea affected my life, because I didn't understand what it was doing to me at the time, and I wish there was some way I could explain it to her...
Anyone who has feedback to offer on this, or who has experienced something similar, I'd love to hear it.